Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
I went to the rabbi to get some advice. He said, "It is written, better to be a fool all your days than for one hour to be evil. You are not a fool. They are fools. For he who causes his neighbour to feel shame loses Paradise himself."
let your heart out.
I AM BREAKING APART.
this is horrible.
i feel like every part of my body have been torn apart.
i feel so so so much pain and ive no idea why im feelg this way.
yvette ! gosh please i need to talk to you like n o w ! /:
ooookay, guess everything's just messed up now and im lookg forward for Amplify.
i need to be brought back into that wonderful comfortable space where i can tell myself that God still loves me.
(he does, doesnt he ?)
i cant tell who the good ones are, who the bad ones are.
im so tired of trying, rlly tired.
anyhow, im already replaced.
so quick, so easily.
now who do i turn to ?
oookay, not say im made to feel important but i just like knowing that i have them around.
sigh, guess it's too late.
& stop making me feel extra lousy.
it's not helping, really.
im feeling lousy enough and i need more reassurance.
i dont need you to keep bringing me down.
ahhh, i need to talk to carissa !
i need to fill you in with lots & lots now that youre done with your camp.
guess i feel only certain people can really really relate to.
so so few of the many friends around me.
Everyone needs compassion, the kindness of a Saviour.
Let mercy fall on me.
let your heart out.